i found a new eye-candy in school!
a replacement for the loss of regina as my eye-candy.

but wah!
she's really super damn cute!
it's cute to the extent whereby i think i'll turn homosexual if we ever have a chance.
like, seriously!
ohmygoshlah.

but the sad thing is,
i doubt i'll get to see her often around school.

wah, seriously.
i think i gonna transfer her photo to my phone later.
so i can admire her cute-ness whenever i feel like it.
DAMN PSYCHOTIC RIGHT!
i know lah.
BUT she's really super super super cute!
so irresistably cute!


okay lah, i made myself sound so sick here.
so i'm not gonna say who it is.
ask me personally if you want.
i'll proudly show you who my eye-candy is! :D


oh yah!
did i mention that she touched my hair today
and said that i'm cute as well?
cause grace told her i think she's cute.
HAHA. OMG.
i think i almost blushed.
she's so cute. :D

random facts about me!
since i'm waiting for darling emily to relog on msn.
oops, sorry hiro. you guessed it right. :D

i have two younger brothers; named leonard and willard, 14 and 12 year old respectively.
i love my mum alot, even if i don't show it.
i also love my grandma alot; she means alot alot.
i love my dad as well, though i think not as much as my mum and grandma.
i love braces, but i have straight teeth.
i have no skirts nor shorts at home; all jeans or cargos.
i don't like wearing slippers, so i'm always in covered shoes.
i don't like guys who wear slippers and shorts out; they look so sloppish.
i love to sing!
i kind of miss dancing back then; but now i am not sure anymore.
i miss ice skating.
my best friend is jack. and i doubt it'll ever change. (:


okay. all of a sudden,
i have no mood to continue.
so forget it.
:D

but there are some things that will only be shared between us, now to forever.

today .. i wouldn't say it's a bad or good day.
just probably hasn't been that good ..

relationship matters suck, totally.
i'm so freaking stucked.

to you, thanks for the concern. but i do not, anymore, feel that you have any reason to interfere with my life. because you had been that disappointing friend who gave no damn about me back then; but now you come in between matters, and say it's unfair for who and who, etc etc. thanks for your objective perspective; but i don't really appreciate that from you at this point in time.

life has been fun,
but also has been in a mess.
by the way, did i mention i signed up for students' union and dance ensemble?
yeah. signed up for the latter to see gin teaching. :D
ohwells. haha.
i wanted to join one sports please!

my darling emily.
i'm sure you know what you are doing.
so i'm definitely supportive of your decisions.
let me know if i can be of any help.
iloveyoutooem. please that smile going forever also.
-hugs.

hiro once sent this message to me,
and i thought it was really sweet of him. (:

.. And i wanna tell you a secret that you probably wouldn't know about yourself. You have 6 smiles. One is when you're happy and you smile. One is when you're sad and forcing a smile. One is when even thou you dont agree with something, you still act like you do, with a smile on your face. One is when you talk about your interesting life and encounters with friends or eye candies. One is when you're acting cute. And one is whenever you look at me, the smile that makes my everyday complete. ..

that was what he told me,
along with many other sweet stuff.

i will always remember your words.

now spells the end of the 137th day since we got together.
i'm glad you were my first;
because you were the best.
thanks for everything.
i know i couldn't possibly find someone else like you.
you were like the best any girl could ask for;
loving, caring, romantic, sweet, always giving in, and the list goes on and on.

i'm sorry our story has to stop here.
but please remember,
we didn't end because i didn't love you anymore or vice versa.
but because of something i couldn't bring myself to face.
this story of ours is only at a comma, not a fullstop.

so should love and fate dictates,
one day we'll be back together again.

remember tbttheh to me?
it will always remain true.
and mfl?
it will also remain true.
and you'll always remain as my sbb. (:

although our days has only been 137,
we know we share something far more than that.
5 years of knowing each other, befriending each other, of being my god-brother all these while.
5 years of love, concern and everything you can ever afford to give anyone.
1 year plus of what we shared before we officially started.
i'm sorry i never gave as much as you did.

till the end.
all these precious moments
with you by my side
must be a gift from heaven
that's holding me all night
i don't know how i found you
i'm thankful that i had
now that i have a love so true
to hold to keep to share
in my heart
i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world
there is no place i'd rather be
you are my life my soul my girl
and through it all
i know you'd come to see
that you're the one
till the end
all my friends surround me
say you'll be gone too soon
baby i'm gonna make them see
we've found our way back home
in my heart
i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'd always be
with you until the very end
in this world
there is no place i'd rather be
you are my life my soul my girl
and through it all
i know you'd come to see
that you're the one
till the end
we'll always be till the end

remember this song?
it will always remain as the song shared between us.

thank you for every single thing.
thank you for racking your brains every night just to send me a really sweet and long goodnight message that will never fail to make me smile.
thank you for taking every chance and moment you can to tell me 'iloveyou'.
thank you for never getting upset with me when i spoil your stuff; like your mummie's mp3, your watch and when i lost the present you gave me the very next day.
thank you for always being there when i keep losing my possessions.
thank you for lending me your shirts everytime i go over to your place.
thank you for always taking care of me when i'm sick.
thank you for always telling me that i'm good enough.
thank you for scrunching your face back at me when i do it at you.
thank you for making silly faces back at me whenever i do it at you.
thank you for hugging and trying to coax me everytime i whine, sulk or throw my tantrums.
thank you for appreciating me in every single thing i do.
thank you for making me feel so loved and important.
thank you for showing me what true love is about.
thank you for giving me your all.
thank you for always being my guardian angel;
speaking words of encouragement when i'm down,
catching me when i fall,
being there when i need a shoulder to cry on,
and loving me despite all my weakness and shortcomings.
there are so many more things i need to thank you for,
but it's only gonna go on and on.
so i just wanna thank you for every damn thing.

my dear darling, i cannot express how thankful i am to you for everything you've done for me. every single thing.. let my tears today be an expression of my gratitude.

to have met you, known you and being loved by you,
was such a gift bestowed from heaven
on someone as unworthy as i am.

this isn't your loss;
it is mine.

so please darling,
do not cry.
because i do not deserve it.

till then baby,
i love you. (:

i asked hiro to list me 5 things he likes about me.
and there he went:

1. cause i always care too much, about everything and everyone.
2. cause i'm always so fun-loving.
3. cause i always know how to cheer him up.
4. cause i'm always so cute.
5. cause he loves me, that's why he oversees all my bad points and only sees my good points.

lol. ^^

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i just read my darling emily's blog.
and she blogged this:

thank you so much people.

[with a list of people's names ..]
..
..
Lyn. short but GREAT ADVISOR (:
..
..

hello!
i know i'm the shortest in the group,
but i'm already sad enough about it! :(
rahh!

BUT!
don't worry.
i still love you! :D
-hugs! ^^

hey hey hey ! =D
this is Hiro sneaking into lynette's space to blog ! =x
muahahas.

i know you wouldn't mind too right? ^^ nyak nyak.
-huggs. ^^
i can't wait for later ! =D
i miss you baby girl !

ehh, later dont eat so much hor.
remember dinner ! =p
<3<3 ! -muahs.

just finished bathing.
haha.

school was .. a bit boring. haha.
except that i think my classmates are nice to be with.
funny luh, and easygoing. (:

although i think i miss kaistor alot more.
rahh!
i want a kaistor outing, like soon!
i miss emily, claudine, emilla, beexiang, yeeping, jocelyn, haziq, mark, roy, etc etc.
ahh! :(
so manyyyyy!

tomorrow/later got 2 lectures.
one from 0900 to 1100 then the next one from 1400 to 1600.
haha. i think jack is coming to tp to find me from 1100 to 1400. ((:
i think i will have a nice chat with him.
yup.

by the way, i signed up for tpsu today.
because claudine suddenly told me she signed up for it yesterday. -.-''
ohwell, no cca to join anyway.
i wanted to join dance!
but they had this audition thing,
and i'm feeling a bit embarrassed and stuff.
especially when i haven't danced for a year already.
so yah, i doubt i'm gonna sign up for it.
haha, never liked the idea of audition anyway.
sounds so .. intimidating.
like you might not be good enough, that kind of stuff.
rawr!

anddd!
today i went to tampines mall alone. (yah, i know. so lonely. lol.)
then i saw this top at fox.
omg! i swear i love it!
but i didn't get it.
cause if i did hor, it would be the 4th top i'm getting this .. week?
haha. so crazy please.
but darling say nevermind, just buy.
LOL. so i'm gonna go ahead and get it tomorrow/later!
:D so happy please!
$29! hahaha.

you know, nowadays, i don't keep track of my expenditure anymore.
so i just spend and spend and spend.
i don't even know where money come in and go out.
hahahaha. so confusing.
so i don't care;
just keep spending, just keep spending,
just keep spending spending spending! (singing to the tune of that 'song' in finding nemo.)
hahaha.

and hor.
almost one week in school already and i haven't went to design to eat at all!
rawrr!
MY CHEESE FRIES!
ahh, don't care.
tomorrow meet jack and eat together. :D
hahaha.
i'm still sick though. rofl.

okay, feeling like really hyper.
don't know why sia.
i only feel hyper because 3 reasons:
1. i really do.
2. i'm damn tired.
3. i was damn sad.

okay. crazy luh.
i damn tired now.
shall go and sleep!

seeya guys! ^^

i coughed on my bed for a total of an hour and a half before i actually managed to sleep.
.. almost vomited.
i felt like killing myself.
x_x

my grandmother just forced medicine down me.
she say what, later get asthma.
rawrr. not nice de. x_x


no school today. (:
so no exact plans for today.
but darling wants to meet.
so either he's coming over to my place
or we meet out to eat then later he come over. (:

hmm. still don't know what to do for the day.
play audition?
rawr, bored!

actually, kaistor is meeting for lunch @ 1230; design school.
but i don't know if i should go down .. ><
not exactly feeling that good .. yeah.
see how luh.


take cares sweets. (:

it's now 0318 in the morning.

and i want to be honest to all my friends.
not because i really really want to,
but because i think he deserves it. (:


i had lecture from nine to eleven today.
after which, mark came to school to meet me for lunch.
we met another mark on the way.
we three of us happily went for lunch at mensa2 where i saw shawn, again.
nothing much luh.
no appetite; not feeling very well these days.

then after that, mark and me went to the library.
i was just doing my tutorial and stuff.
nothing much.
then i think he went to bsc some place to collect some stuff.
then he cabbed back to work and i went home to take some stuff.

did i tell you guys i missed my medical appointment on saturday? x_x
how stupid right. rawr.
so i went down for it today.
nothing much.
couldn't complete it due to some reason.
so i'll have to go down again someday soon.

after that, met hiro; my darling. (:
we wanted to go the balcony to eat.
but hor, i think the food there didn't really appeal to me.
so we forgoed the idea and went to chicago's steakhouse. (:
after that cause not feeling well, we went over to his place to sleep.
all the way till .. 2am.
then he sent me home on a cab.
so sweet right? (:

nothing much le.
i've been online since then.
checking up on friends' blogs and stuff.
yepp.

and so far,
tp rocks. ((:

i think you deserve all i can afford to give now,
even if it's only gonna last a few days.

i just came back from dinner with kaistor.
well, nothing much.
haha, made new 'darlings'. =p
like, claudine, beexiang, emilla and emily.
haha, cute lah they all.
and then mark was along with us girls.
but he was so entertaining. haha.
thanks to him! (:
if not i think the five of us would have been bored to death..
well.. due to certain reasons that shouldn't be mentioned in public.
(:

some ate at pastamania, some ate at burger king.
then after that, mark challenged me to a game of ddr.
wah, he very zai. lol.
and he's got plentyy of energy.
x_x

then after that they went youth park to take pictures.
well, i really wasn't in any mood to take pictures.
so i rejected, strongly.

but well, an interesting day after all. (:

i'll have business school orientation tomorrow.
so far, i heard it's really boring for the rest of the schools.
so i'm not expecting much for tomorrow,
but anyways, i'll go with a smile and loads of energy!
:DD

actually, i'm feeling alot better nowadays,
except for a few things that has been happening ..
yeah. i mean, i no longer feel that my life is so mundane that it's ready to eat me up.
i feel renewed.
by new events, by new friends.
and for that, i'm really glad i met all those people i met.
and really glad that i've been placed in kaistor.

it doesn't matter whether the other groups are more 'on' or anything.
and i won't filled myself with thoughts like,
i could have been better there.

i'm happy and contented with what i have now. (:
thanks kaistorians!
many many thanks. (:

it was so .. heart breaking.
you broke your promise, again.
and you've lied to me.

you just had to be like everyone else out there right? ..

and you told me you wonder why.

that was a total joke to me.

leaving house to make my poly ezlink card was a bad choice.
hahaha. i ended up spending so much money!
rawrr!
but i'm happy after spending though. :D

took cab here and there.
a total sum of $13.90.
then went to bedok interchange to make my poly ezlink card.
$8 only lah.
after which i went to mummie's friend's shop to buy earpiece; $25.
then i stupidly decided to walk into sportslink.
then i saw this pair of shoes i wanted to get!
originally $100plus, then i saw it today at $71.10.
i tell you, strong temptation.
then i called hiro, he say buy.
then i asked mummie, she say up to me.
so YAY! ^^
then i went to buy 3 months' supply of coloured contacts; $50.

yeah, that's about all.
hahaha. just before camp,
i spent about $200plus also.
omggg. ><

okayokay. no more buying anything!
lynette guai. :D
-patpats.


yayyie.
^^

cry on my shoulder

if the hero never comes to you
if you need someone, you're feeling blue
if you wait for love and you're alone
if you call your friends, nobody's home
you can run away, but you can't hide
through a storm and through a lonely night
then i'll show you there's a destiny
the best things in life, they are free

but if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
if you need someone, who cares for you
if you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
yes, 'll show you what real love can do

if your sky is grey, oh let me know
there's a place in heaven, where we'll go
if heaven is a million years away
oh, just call me and i'll make your day
when the nights are getting cold and blue
when the days are getting hard for you
i will always stay here by your side
i promise you, i'll never hide

but if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
if you need someone, who cares for you
if you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
yes, i'll show you what real love can do

but if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
if you need someone, who cares for you
if you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
yes, i'll show you what real love can do

what real love can do
what real love can do
what love can do
what love can do
love can do ~


this was one of the song i heard when they showed us two slideshows of pictures on the last day of camp.
the melody is so .. touching.
i feel like crying everytime i listen to it.

if you guys want, ask it from me okay.
it's really very nice. (: ..

tp foc was a blast! :D
totally rocks my ankle socks! ^^

woohoo! and for the first time in my life,
my empire actually won!
hahaha! :D
go kaistor go! you go we go!
you know i still have all those cheers ringing in my head.
it just keeps going on and on.
and now, i totally miss the camp.
rawr!

and well, i've got to comment that i think the people in this whole camp are so nice!
you know, i can leave my stuff lying around,
and it doesn't get lost!
i mean, so sweet lah. ^^
and i don't mean my towels or whatever.
i mean my handphone. haha.

and kaistor has the nicest people in the whole camp! [according to my very much biased opinion.]
hahaha. :D
i'm lovin` it!
i'm serious i'm serious!


though i hope i didn't make anyone dislike me.
-nods.

hm, the most embarrassing thing of my life happened in this camp.
rofl. i had to dance in front of the whole camp with four other girls.
i swear it was damn paiseh-ing!
bleh, embarrassedddddddddddddd.

oh yah, and i realised something.
i'll never go clubbing. haha.
cause i don't like it.
we had this 'jam&hop' session, which is supposedly something similiar to clubbing.
just that it's without smoke and alcohol.
haha, damn tiring. and to me, damn pointless.
though i did went abit crazy with a few other girls.
haha, fun luh. ^^


super tired the whole of today!
kept yawning and yawning!

lala. gonna have business school orientation next week!
in anticipation again!
though i heard there will be another 'jam&hop' session.
haha, i think i'll isolate myself somewhere this time. xD

takecares!
with loads of love. (:

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oh, by the way.
i lost my voice.
after the first day of camp, it was gone already. (:

hm, hiro is back from japan tomorrow night!
yay. ^^

i think tomorrow i'll make a trip to temasek polytechnic to hand in some dued documents
and then make my way to meet hiro.
yups.

then wednesday i think i wanna go get my camp stuff.
i wanna get that bag at adidas!
then i need to go get a mini bottle of shampoo or something.

i wanna go kbox also!
singing is a release of suppressed emotions.

hm, blank mind now.

takecares. (:

today went out with andy and don, aka dsky_god.
watched movie, because i said so.
and bunked. yeps.
nothing much luh.
except that don looks like a primary6 kid to me
and that andy deserves to be whacked.

yep. going out with sam on saturday for lunch @ parkway.
yayy. ((:

aights. off to do my stuff.
take cares. (:


cause i miss you, body and soul so strong
that it takes my breath away.
and i breathe you, into my heart
and pray for the strength to stand today.

they say,
absence makes the heart fonder.
i think nothing can be further from the truth.

i'm gonna miss you, only alot.
please come back safe and sound.
have a safe journey ~


meanwhile,
PLEASE ASK ME OUT FOR THE WEEK.
I DON'T WANT TO DIE AT HOME.

thanks. (:

there are friends who might have been close ones for quite a period of time.
they might also be the ones who understand you the most,
care for you the most, and always there for you.
but, this does not mean that
they will be there forever.

and i'm beginning to doubt the existence of forever in anything;
friendships, love, etc.
disappointment makes people lose faith in what they used to believe in.

thinking that we could never be how we used to be, saddens me.

they say time heals.
really? i hope it does for me.
cause i cannot even face you now.

reality is harsh.
i need my fantasy.


my scars are here to stay.

looking back,
i've never been to a unisex camp!
and now, it's intimidating me.
rawr! :(

i just received an email from temasek polytechnic student's union
containing more information on this freshmen orientation camp i'm about to attend.
well, nothing much.
just the normal indemnity form, parent's consent form and things-to-bring list.

and then it suddenly hit me.
there will be guys around.
rawrr. i'm scared.
..

nevermind. ><


..
i'm gonna cut my hair later! :D
auntie shirlyn coming my house to cut~
yayyie. ^^

kkay. lyn go sleep le.
nights! :D

all my life, i've been searching for you
and i wonder if you've found me too

lynette. lyn. thirtysevenn.
28th january 1989.
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